letters from an insomniac.

• have you ever gotten on a sleep schedule that just didn't let you sleep?

it is now almost three am and i'm not tired. i went through a spell for an hour or two where i was almost there... but now, it's ruined. i am here, awake, and online. i think once you don't go to bed until 4 in the morning for a consecutive four days in a row... or is it five... your body won't let you sleep anymore. ruined i tell you.

• have you ever been addicted to someone?

i'm talking online, and i've realized that there are many things to be addicted to... cigarettes, chocolate, aol instant messenger, reading a book before you go to sleep (currently 11 minutes by paulo something or another the guy who wrote the alchemist... superb...), a person in particular. it's funny how something can just overwhelm you to the point where no amout will let you give it up. almost ocd style. in a good way. not an "i need therapy" way:) it's been a while.

• have you ever tried something twice purely to determine if you liked it?

the marijuana bug bit again last night, purely because i was so focused on what the hell was happening the first time around i thought i'd try again. i don't think i liked it.
i ordered the spicy chicken something pizza from fazolis. had two bites. didn't like it and don't recommend it.
garden state is out on dvd now. i saw it twice in the theatres because it was ruined the first time by people saying "wow i think you'll really like this movie" or "watch this part, it's hilarious". i need to watch it again.
i wish my mind was a little more quick to determine.

• have you ever just had a weirdo connection with someone?

paul asked tonight how much change we thought was in his pocket while we were watching anchorman (i still think i can say i haven't seen it since i was more conversational... or rather... everyone else was... during it all...); tim and i both responded "four eighty"... well, he said four eighty three and i just said four eighty.... at the same exact time. who does that? maybe we're just really good guessers, since the answer was four sixty nine or something like that.

• have you ever had the cheesy gordita crunch?

it's at taco bell. not on the menu board anymore, those sneaky people, but trust me, it's superb. almost all of us got it tonight in the drive thru. it comes highly recommended. by myself.

• ever seen eternal sunshine of the spotless mind?

one of my favorites. thought i'd throw it out there.

• have you ever been so bored you thought you were going to explode?

laying around gets a little old once in a while. although circuit city breaks up the monotony for me, it's still brookfield, and it's still the same. (amanda ~ any new ideas? let me know. :)

• have you ever gotten a piece of jewlery as a present?

having an ex boyfriend that owns a jewlery store came in handy, and apparently still does. my dad, not being the greatest liar or hider of key bits of information, told me he talked to steve the other day. ha. why would he do that unless he was at the store. by talking to steve, also not a good hider of key bits, i can plan on receiving another piece of something pretty soon. it's a shame i've gone from wearing pretty things to the rubber bands that are currently around my wrist and the handmade necklaces out of thread. oops. maybe i'll grow out of it soon. either way, i'll still have the something beautifuls around.

• have you ever just sat back and basked in the fact that you are a dork?

you are. you're a dork. i may be a much larger one than you, but you know you are, my friend.

sleep sweet.

sleep sound.

sweet dreams.