sleep is overrated.

ideally, i should be in my cozy bed, surrouded by a plethora of blankets and my teddy, dozing off. seeing as how i have to be awake in a little bit over four hours and have a test to take in about six... sleeping would be a great idea. however, it's just not working out right now.

i don't know about you fine folks, but personally, i have certain friends that i can share certain aspects of my life with, but rarely can i find someone i can share it all with. i come close with maybe andrew, but there's the gender thing, so that prohibits a few things. there's always sarah, but she's the moral one most of the time, and since i don't like to talk to my mom or get lectures, sometimes that's counted out. steve perhaps, but since he falls under the ex-boyfriend/first love category as well as close friend it makes it difficult.

there really isn't anyone that i feel completely safe to talk to about everything in my life. that's normal i'm thinking... right? maybe not.

either way. the people that don't make the list, the ones the piss the shit out of me for the reasons they don't make the list, are the critical ones.

i do what makes me happy. what makes me happy depends on the moment in time and the activity. if i'm not endangering myself or affecting you in any way, shape, or form, it shouldn't bother you. if what i'm doing upsets you, fine... but don't get angry at me. you can maaaybe get angry at the situation... but if you love me, if you're really my friend, you will accept my decisions for what they are, accept that it is what makes or made me happy, and deal with it.

if it doesn't affect you... who cares? i don't care what you think, and if you have a problem with something i do, bring it up once. i'll listen sincerely, take it to heart, and go on with my life. i will either change or i won't. it's not up to you. my life is not your gossip column. it is not yours to talk to others about or otherwise meddle in.

i need a happy blog. something entertaining needs to happen to me.

i need a humorous theme.

[harumph.]