it's true.

i am wasting my life away.

finals are over, although i need to go back to school tomorrow to hand my papers in and return my books... then, at long last, it will be to the neglected bottle of wine in my fridge for tim and i, slash a little christmas movie marathon [my idea, obviously...]. so hooray for that, right?...

other than that, i've been bored. as per usual. i actually almost wish i was at school forever. just not in the town of whitewater, population 234, where nothing stays open past 10pm.

don't get me wrong, two hips and a hooray for seeing everyone again, but it just feels so silly almost in the fact that everyone lives two lives pretty much.

the good news is that i started a new book. bad news is that it is about six million pages and i'm afraid it will take all of break to finish. then again, i have a month... either way. it's called "seven types of ambiguity" by elliot perlman, and the language makes me feel as though i have to breathe in every word slowly or otherwise i won't understand it. i'm enjoying it thus far, though.

spain in three weeks and a day. interesting. i'd better start saving...

coincidentally, while i'm spending my time in spain, tim will be in haiti for one day less than me during the same week. "haiti?!" you may be shouting in confusion. yes, haiti. apparently his dad does medical work there. war torn countries aren't usually on my top three [or three thousand and three] list of places to spend my christmas break, but hey, it'll be a good experience for him. they apparently shoot aid workers there, however. no joke. scary. i don't like it and i'm actually horribly worried about it. seeing as how we will have no contact whatsoever all week won't help me out.

sarah's birthday is on wednesday. should be interesting, i suppose. maybe i'll make a conscious effort not to hate people. someone really needs to remind me of that when i drink, there's a strong possibility i will forget.

i was thinking about it, and honestly, once you stick me in a room chock full of people i've known for seven years or more i kind of burn out. or something. i don't know. i've gotta fall back in the swing of things. surround myself with the loves of my life i used to.

i suppose that is all for me. after what feels like a lifetime at this computer today i think it's time i head off to my bed. to read or do something otherwise semi unproductive.