i'd rather be procrastinating.

you know those stupid, stupid bumper stickers that people either get for free, or... well, if they purchase them themselves are just sad and pathetic... that say things like "i'd rather be driving a [insert golf brand of clubs here]" or "i'd rather be fishing" or "skateboarding" or "washing my lovely pet poodle daisy" and so on? i would like my non existent sticker, i have just recently decided, to say "i'd rather be procrastinating".

the more i think about it, it's not even as though i'd rather be doing it, i would just prefer never to have to do things someone tells me i have to do at all. this goes for school, first and foremost - what if i don't want to post on your stupid grammar excercise online - but i suppose could also be applied to my everyday life - i have a hard time with things like thank you cards [although they always get done i seem to just put them off until i can't stand the sight of them lying on the counter anymore], and other things that are considered "neccessary" for the day, the week, the month, whatever.

i'm starting to think i need to get my act together.

it's not that i don't ever do the "important" things [who's to say what's important, anyway], although i really didn't post for modern grammatical theory this week, it's just that my body goes into fits if i try to finish something early. and by early, i obviously mean anytime prior to the 10 hours before an assignment is due, a day before my head will explode if someone asks me about it one more time, a few seconds before i set things on fire. [just kidding on that last one sort of.]

i should really see someone about this.

here i sit, nothing really to do [and by nothing i mean organizing my classes out and reading for world of ideas...] and thinking about how i should really work on it... yet i can't really bring myself to do so.

any suggestions? help wanted desperately.