awkward.

i have a few classes that i don't know anyone in. consequently, when i get there early, i tend to accidentally eavesdrop on the loudest conversations. sometimes one of these random people says something funny, and i can never decide if i can blatently laugh, or if i should stifle it.

usually, i turn away and smile, because i don't want to be this random girl laughing at a conversation i am not part of. however, a boy next to me in one of my classes, not part of the same conversation i'm eavesdropping on as well, laughs blatently, perhaps at someone's anonymous stupidity.

i still can't decide. gjfkla;jkdf

just an fyi.

random question.

if you care about someone, and include them in your life because of said care, is it unfair to assume that you should want to include them in the aspects of your life that are most important to you? i.e. friends, family, etc.?

further, if you don't feel the need to include them in the aspects that are important to you, is it unfair to assume that you simply do not necessarily feel a need to include them, simply because they won't be around long enough to matter?

personally, i feel as though if something is incredibly important to a person, and they care about something or someone to an extent that most other people would not, that person should want to share it with the other people in his or her life that they care the most about. follow?

you know, bring the love together.

maybe i'm just selfish.